REUBEN MY FIRST BORN

The joy of my life Reuben my first born you are amazing:)) I am loving how you love, protect and lavish your brother. I hope and pray you grow up together to be best friends and each others support for ever....God bless you both.

Reuben, you had challanged our lives more than anything else ever....you had thought me who I am truly and deeply...for many things I thank you. YOU had also disturbed my life our life enough to realise WHAT IS IMPORTANT IN LIFE. I will forever love you and in a very very special way. When I see you "me" is lost and all I feel is love and a lot of pride because you are truley amazing my lovely first born.

THe way you talk to your daddy the way you miss him when he is not there is amazing. You and your dad have always had a special special bond. You love your dad and right now you spend most mornings with him...and you have a lot of special times like swimming and train track building together...

Zacky just woke up but here is how we look now:))) Mummy is wearing a vest top but people keep saying its my nighty...:))

you are suddenly so playfull and make up stories...here you were saying to daddy you are a roaring dinosaur...and its so sweet:))

TRULY HOW YOU REALLY ARE:)) HAPPY EXCITED, ADORABLE, VERY VERY CHEEKY and well TRULEY AND DEEPLY MADLY IN LOVE WITH THE WORLD AND US.

For now mummy is taking a break from blogging as life is speeding up we will only do monthly posts. Hopefully can keep them up....you are soon 4 years old...going to school and so much excitment to prepare you for. IN the last months you had quite happily given up the dummy and you are now almost dry...you have pull ups but go happily to toilet and enjoy wearing pants home and nursery. I am proud as you had surprised me. It all happened before Easter when I had planned to do all this things....with you. So you were rewarded by getting "hot dog" your first white puppy...(not a real one but it does walk and makes noises)...I love how your first thought on bringing it home was TO FEED THE DOG, you tried feed him, carrots, cucumber and sausage. You ARE TRULY SHOWING SIGNS OF A VERY VERY CARING BOY. WE ADORE AND LOVE YOU. you also love speaking french....love saying the colours and singing the BONJOUR song.